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01

Aug

woah-rad:

THIS IS GETTING OUT OF HAND

woah-rad:

THIS IS GETTING OUT OF HAND

Oh, yeah, you never do!

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31

Jul

Officially my last day in my current role. Moving to our biggest asset. Honestly didnt think I could have gotten this role with so many others having much more experience but hey I made. This new team felt awkward at first, like one of those strange pairing but after a week plus training with them, I begin to see the different strength they bring to this team. The best part of this new chapter is that my teammate got the role too. Defo going to impress 👌

This year has been pretty good so far but I still feel lost. That “I dont want to lose” attitude is there but I dont know what is it that Im so afraid to lose. I’ve burnt out 3 times so far and as dangerous as it is and even with so many warnings, wouldnt have made it this far if I didnt push myself to the limits and its paying off. Hopefully the next step is a bigger role in this organisation. After my first year, I’ve left a mark in the company and I don’t plan to stop there.

Whatever it is that is making me scared, I’ve at least been able to use it to my advantage

30

Jul

"That friend of yours. What was her name?"

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Had a good convo with a mate who said “You can’t built an empire without someone next to you”. This of course referring to a life partner cause that was the topic. It actually got me thinking. Honestly though, I had that mindset a few years back, but the present me think its silly. I dont see myself settling down, at least before I make a name for myself. Part of me don’t think I’ll settle down at all. I have my priorities now, family then work but I don’t see the need of having a third. Maybe that is why they call me a workaholic. Maybe I enjoy having fun and just that, nothing more because I rather be making my mark then be involved in all those dramas that comes with being with someone. The younger version of me would definitely be disappointed but I think that’s the sad reality. So many put relationships on hold because of career and now I understand why.

29

Jul

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stunningpicture:

Dear Chocolate Factory People, you forgot.

stunningpicture:

Dear Chocolate Factory People, you forgot.

Gwen Stacy: First in Class

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